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Do you ever feel...

like you were born to be different? To stand out from the crowd? 

I have never wanted to live a normal mundane life. I do not want to be like everybody else.

I actually feel that way a lot of the time. I know it can sound so self-absorbed, but don't you feel it too? I know I do. I feel like I am destined for so much more than a boring 9-5 career.


Quick update...

So I might be singing for the Dalai Lama...



All this morning, I have felt like a whale. All the pics of CoCo, Kim Kardashian, and Nicki Minaj (even though her butt is fake) have really made me feel bad about my tall fat body. I know I have the natural curvy figure but I'm on the chunky side, and knowing me it will sure take a lot time before I am "Hollywood standards"... Fuck me. I wish I had the willpower anorexics have. I can't pass up a hungry pang or craving for anything in this world. Like right now I can't wait til Dr. Lori calls "BREAK" so I can get something to eat! I had Froot Loops 4 hours ago and it just went through me. I really hate that FOOD is the main reason I spend money! Hate hate hate!


No Mo' Wisdom Teeth

They're ooooouuuutttt. I got rid of them this morning. It was pretty smooth, even though on two occasions I had to ask Dr. Burgos for more anesthesia because I was feeling pain. I'm so glad that things went so smoothly. I'll only have to pay $80 a month to pay off the surgery, and it'll only be for a year.

I've suprised myself. I have no swelling at all. I still bleed a bit occasionally, but I don't really have any pain either. I've already had two bowls of ice cream - but I'm longing for chicken! I can't eat even eat hot food until two days from now!

I'm a bit angry at myself for asking for the rest of the week off. And I can't even ask to work because I already turned in my time sheet. Whatever, I'll just enjoy the rest of the vacation I have... I'm gonna be so pooooor though!

I'm hoping Ceren gives me good money for "helping" her... any way of making money helps at this point. I've also waiting impatiently for this voice teacher to e-mail me already about setting up our appointment for the rest of the year. I'm mainly so excited to find out what type of Soprano I am! Excited excited excited!!!

Tomorrow is Three King's Day. We finally get to take down the tree. :D And Alain is coming over and we're baking a cake! Woohoo.

Writer's Block: Go it alone

Do you think society puts too much pressure on people to be in relationships and/or have children? Do you think this ostracizes people who would be perfectly content to remain single and/or child-free? Is this pressure worse around the holidays?

Over the weekend

Ugh we had to help my PR family move from their current apartment in Orlando to their new apartment in Sanford. I hate moving. My grandma's pet dog has gotten so terrible. And it's all her fault.

I've realized the older I get, the more annoying my paternal grandma seems to become.

The Peace Concert is on Friday and damn I am just glad to get that shit over and done with!
So Kim Kardashian was at A'Gaci on November 20th. I was the first person in line; I even got a ten dollar gift card for being so on time. I was suprised at how short she was, and I honestly didn't find her butt to be this enormously grotesque thing! But wow, what a beautiful woman. Her mom was there too, and that lady is mad pretty herself. The pics I have here are from my cell phone, which can explain the somewhat bad quality.